On the road meeting with supporters, I keep having this recurring image/dream of a Daddy Warbucks type who strolls up and introduces himself at the end of one of our presentations and reveals that God has just spoken to him through our words and now he would like to cover all of our expenses for the next 10 years. All of the sudden, he whips out a really large cardboard check, one like you see on television (when the donor really wants everyone to know who they are and how much they’re giving). Written in the exaggerated box on the right hand side of the check is a number with endless zeros. All of this is followed by a firm pat on the back and an assuring word from my smiling Albert Finney look-alike,”Your financial worries are over, my boy, so just get out there and focus on your job.”….. And then I wake up.
With few exceptions, deputation and the search for supporters, is probably the least esteemed aspect of the life of any missionary. That’s not to say that other missionaries are having visions like mine, but I’m guessing that most missionaries would be willing to accept funding from the man in my dreams. Our personal experience however, has not involved a Warbucks type. Instead what God has used to fund our work thus far has largely been individuals writing small checks. Some of these folks have shared with us recently that they are struggling to make house payments. And yet they continue to give to our ministry. I can’t imagine someone releasing the last dollar from their hand with no assurance when they will find another with which to make their mortgage payment. I am blown away by this kind of faith. It reminds me of a well known passage from the Gospel of Mark that actually affirms this type of giving. Of the poor lady that placed two small copper coins in the offering at the synagogue, Jesus said that she gave more than all the others who had actually added more to the treasury. The reality is that Jesus assigns more value to money given out of poverty than that given from riches. I think Jesus likes to see us give from a position of financial need as an act of faith. He wants us to be willing to personally sacrifice to see the kingdom of God advanced; God’s priorities over our own. Think about what such an act declares to the heavenly hosts. The powers, authorities and principalities must literally shake in their sandals.
Trent

